Forced blogging

So I've been throwing back and forth in my head a couple things i really need to put down somewhere, and this exists, so with hope I will get some updates in soon.
Not really in the mood or having the time to do much today, but basically-
i need to learn about this "organization" thingy. must get life together.
Oh, nothing's wrong as compared to most other people's ideas of their problems. I'm just fraying at the edges, and its becoming all sorts of small trouble. Being on time (heh...), not finishing things I begin, little self-improvement things that I want to conquer before moving out this summer. (Also, Gdamn its hard to keep an ego in check... I have some silent issues there.)
Right.. college starts this year. Moving into some dorm at RPI in the middle of August. A bit early... but really looking forward to this, getting a real chance to start fresh. 9th grade was sort of like that.. but I wasn't anywhere near the person I am now. Hopefully I can get certain things done.

And I've gotten to know a completely amazing girl, Jay, soul sister to Nance, who is now my girlfriend. Emoticons cannot begin to express my feelings here... but ^_^ anyway!
We agreed that it might be best if we only stay together until summer's end... but I do hope that somehow we can stick together afterwards. Much remains to be seen, but ...

And well, that's the gist of my "not in a blogging mood" post. More to come, I expect. must get sleep now, though; Hopkins graduation in the morning, and missions with Dan.
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