26 December 2007

Requiem

[Theatrical Trailer for Requiem for a Dream, 2000, Darren Aronofsky]
I first was interested in the movie from hearing its soundtrack online; specifically, Clint Mansell's Lux Aeterna. Look it up; I'll try to post a link.
But, the movie turned out to be so much more than just a good soundtrack.
It's a startlingly humanistic story that follows our characters from their greatest heights and aspirations into the depths of hell created by each one's addictions; showing us the potential of each of their lives, and how each was cut short; it pulls you into deep associations with each character, sharing parts of their lives, then drags you along with them down the long, dark road to oblivion.
Yes, it's late as i'm writing this =)
But it was late when i watched the movie, too.
Go see it. Understand for yourself, draw your own thoughts and conclusions.
It will stick with you for along time.

As [Starring actor Jared] Leto says.
"It's a horrifying, provocative, insane film, and if people want something a little darker and deeper than the average fare out there, this is a film you have to see."


23 December 2007

An Amazing Song

OLD CITY BAR

In an old city bar that is never too far
From the places that gather the dreams that have been
In the safety of night with its old neon light
It beckons to strangers and they always come in

And the snow it was falling, the neon was calling
The music was low, and the night, Christmas Eve
And here was the danger: that even with strangers
Inside of this night it's easier to believe

Then the door opened wide and a child came inside
That no one in the bar had seen there before
And he asked did we know that outside in the snow
That someone was lost standing outside our door

Then the bartender gazed through the smoke and the haze
Through the window and ice to a corner streetlight
Where standing alone by a broken pay phone
Was a girl the child said could no longer get home

And the snow it was falling the neon was calling
The bartender turned and said, 'Not that I care,
But how would you know this?' The child said,'I've noticed
If one could be home they'd be all ready there.'

Then the bartender came out from behind the bar
And in all of his life he was never that far
And he did something else that he thought no one saw
When he took all the cash from the register draw

Then he followed the child to the girl cross the street
And we watched from the bar as they started to speak
Then he called for a cab and he said 'J.F.K.'
Put the girl in the cab and the cab drove away.

And we saw in his hand that the cash was all gone
From the light that she had wished upon. . .

If you want to arrange it, this world you can change it
If we could somehow make this Christmas thing last
By helping a neighbor, or even a stranger
And to know who needs help you need only just ask

Then he looked for the child but the child wasn't there
Just the wind and the snow waltzing dreams through the air
So he walked back inside, somehow different I think
For the rest of the night mo one paid for a drink

And the cynics will say that some neighborhood kid
Wandered in on some bums in the world where they hid
But they weren't there, so they couldn't see
By an old neon star on that, night, Christmas Eve

When the snow it was falling, the neon was calling
And in case you should wonder, in case you should care
Why we're on our own, never went home
On that night of all nights
We were already there

Then all at once inside that night
He saw it all so clear
The answer that he sought so long
Had always been so near

It's every gift that someone gives
Expecting nothing back
It's every kindness that we do
Each simple little act

TSO

Stolen from a friend

The Paradox of Our Time

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers;
Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints;
We spend more, but have less;
We buy more, but enjoy it less.

We have bigger house and smaller families;
More conveniences, but less time;
We have more degrees, but less sense;
More knowledge, but less judgment;
More experts, but less solutions;
More medicine, but less wellness.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values;
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often;
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life;
We've added years to life, not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor;
We've conquered outer space, but not inner space;
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul;
We've split the atom, but not our prejudice.

We have higher incomes, but lower morals;
We've become long on quantity, but short on quality.

These are the times of tall men and short character;
Steep profits and shallow relationships.

These are the times of world peace, but domestic warfare;
More leisure, but less fun;
More kinds of food, but less nutrition.

These are the days of two incomes, but more divorce;
Of fancier houses, but broken homes.

It is a time where there is much in the show window, but nothing in the stockroom;
A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to forward this message and make a difference, or just hit delete.


-Author unknown

18 December 2007

Starting all over again

So, i'm back on blogger. Last time I sort of took off on the weirdness factor a bit much...trying to avoid that here lol.
Primarily intending this to be an astronomy/ music blog; I'm just beginning to build a Newtonian telescope, and hope to follow that progress here. Maybe at least once a week... no, thats too much to ask for with me lol.
So.. It's now senior year. I'm single again, have applied to colleges and am waiting for acceptance letters: MIT, Columbia College, WPI, RPI, UNH. Physics/ astronomy/ some engineering as possible majors. Have visited MIT and become hopelessly attached to the campus, the region, the people there... and gone hacking. Yes, that adds to the attraction lol.
And I should also be doing homework assigned on monday for tomorrow (actually later today). Today (yesterday) was a senior day... while the rest of the school heads off to see a series of short theatrical acts, we get breakfast by the faculty, watch random christmas movies, dress down, bring in toys for a neighborhood school, get to choose a day off later in the year, and got a bunch of us down to the Turkish Kebab House for lunch =D.
And on that note I'll head out for the night.. its past 1 am and I should be up and ideally functioning at 6 to get everything done I need to for tomorrow.
So i finish with a cut from the lyrics from the title here:
Starting All Over Again, Israel 'IZ' Kamekawiwo'ole
Starting all over again
Is gonna be hard,
But I pray to the lord
To help us make it.

Starting all over again
Is gonna be slow,
But we both know
We gonna make.

We gotta take life as it comes
Never fuss about it,
What's right or wrong.
It's an uphill climb to the finish line
But we gonna try, we gonna try
Just one more time.